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Why does this hurt so much?

Fri Apr 7, 2006, 8:19 AM
I met this guy on here... he's really nice and funny and a lot like me. He's pretty cute too. I didn't think of him as much more than an exceptional acquaintance at first... but then... Something happened... The more I talked to him, the more I felt like I really knew him... And the more I was out of contact with him, the more I missed him. He really made my life worth living, and I haven't even met him in person! I love this feeling I have for him, but I hate it at the same time. The more attatched I get to him, the more I love him... He lives basically on the other side of the world. I will never be able to hear him speak, I will never feel the warmth of his skin, I will never love again. It's all hopeless. I slit my wrists over and over trying to enhance the pain in my wrist that may numb the pain in my heart. It didn't work. It only made the edges of my sweathshirt soaked with blood. Now, crimson lines stretch across my wrists and ankles, shamefully, I stare at them. Were they worth it? Were the cuts and razor worth it? He is way out of my reach and he doesn't even feel the same about me... And yet, I still try to hold onto the thought of having him. I love him I lovfe him I love him... and there isn't anything that I can do about it. And if you're reading this now, you know who you are, don't feel sad that I cut myself for you. I've been cutting since third grade. I'm sorry I love you. I hope you can understand why I cut myself. Please don't be mad at me... If you are, I probably will commit suicide.

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  • Current Residence: Hell
  • Interests: You have no need to know my interests now do you?
  • Favourite movie: Shaun of the Dead
  • Favourite band or musician: Theory of a Deadman, Unwritten Law, Trust Company and Blink182
  • Favourite genre of music: Rock
  • Favourite artist: Takahashi Komamoto
  • Favourite poet or writer: Edgar Allan Poe
  • Favourite photographer: Intertwined-Destiny
  • Favourite style of art: Anime
  • Operating System: Computer
  • MP3 player of choice: Napster
  • Shell of choice: Shotgun shell
  • Wallpaper of choice: No wallpaper. I favor black spray paint
  • Skin of choice: Any kind
  • Favourite game: Tekken 4
  • Favourite gaming platform: PS2
  • Favourite cartoon character: I have too many
  • Personal Quote: There you go, here I lie, behind the shadow, waiting to die.
  • Tools of the Trade: A bullet in your skull

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:iconsimon-xax:
Hiya

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Traveling across the world looking for you.

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Deviant since February 21, 2005

Running DA Club [link]
:iconimeonokii:
PLEASE READ THIS WHOLE POST. IT'S SO DANG TRUE*
#1. At least 2 people in this world love you so much they would die for you.
#2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way.
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#infinite. Don't send me these annoying things.

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It's not a good idea to eat this pomegranate with my clothes on right?
:icontearsofmysins:
i want to talk to you ._. i miss u so much, plz dont do anything to urself

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#StupidityIsHumanity [link] D: go there...now!

גם אני מישראל
:icontearsofmysins:
Thought u were grounded from DA?

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#StupidityIsHumanity [link] D: go there...now!

גם אני מישראל
:iconbiohazard22791:
yo yo thanks fer the watch man.!

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What makes a bad hazardous person? IF I WAS A GOOD HAZARD THEN I WOULD NOT BE SITTING HERE DISCUSSING THIS WITH YOU NOW WOULD I!? WELL THEN COME ON YOU SISSY LITTLE @#$%*!! OH MAN ARE THEY GOING TO HAVE A HARD TIME GLUEING YOU TOGETHER IN HELL @#$%^!!!!
:icontearsofmysins:
just thought of stoping by, i missed school anyways, lol XD :hug: hope to talk to you soon

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#StupidityIsHumanity [link] D: go there...now!

גם אני מישראל
:iconinugirl347:
please read my poems!
:iconsimon-xax:
Silent-tears it really is.....

So sad
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Hey whazzup. Sorry for the silence. Hard to speak while yelling at the datastream.
:iconraijinthebloodfox:
PLEASE READ THIS WHOLE POST. IT'S SO DANG TRUE*
1. At least 2 people in this world love you so much they would die for you.
2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way.
3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you.
4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you.
5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep.
6. You mean the world to someone.
7. If not for you, someone may not be living.
8. You are special and unique.
9. Someone that you don't even know exists loves you.
10. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it.
11. When you think the world has turned its back on you, take a look: you most likely turned your back on the world.
12. When you think you have no chance of getting what you want, you probably won't get it, but if you believe in yourself, probably, sooner or later, you will get it.
13. Always remember the compliments you received. Forget about the rude remarks. 14. Always tell someone how you feel about them; you will feel much better when they know.
15. If you have a great friend, take the time to let them know that they are great. Add this as a comment to ten of your friends tonight and at midnight your true love will find you. Something good will happen to you at 2:25 tomorrow. Get ready for the biggest shock of your life. Whoever breaks this chain letter will be cursed with 10 relationship problems for the next ten years tag ur it!! this is so scary!!! send this to 15 ppl in the next 143 min. and then press F6 and your crushes name will appear in big letters!! it is so scary because it works"



O.-.o;;; Does it work?

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Boss: Rojinra!!!
R: What the fuck is going on!!?? All Is lost!!!What do you want from me!?!?!? Its all like an anime or manga with absolutely no storyline!!! WHY!??!
Boss: *slaps him* GET A HOLD OF YOUR SELF!!!!

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